Right now I'm just lost.. I don't know if they realize this, but I'm at this brick wall and feel like there's no way to knock it down. The person doesn't seem happy anymore-at all.. Never sounds it... seems to hate talking to me though says everythings fine.. that they're just tired...right.. I don't believe it. Tonight really bothered me.. Its ( Read more... )

Waiting for one more e-mail to go through with the pics before I go to bed.. Just so tired.. Have all the other e-mails made out so all I have to do tomorrow night is press send all and let it go, which will take a good bit of time-yet if they get them its worth it.. Well, night ppl..

Sarah can go shopping with me in Florence when ever we can go... We thought Thursday, but in the forecast we are supposed to have rain so we might have to push it up to Wednesday... Asked Miranda and I don't know if she can go because there was a chance that she would be going to Charleston to stay with Nathan and Julia for a little while... So I ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm missing something.. or something is changing.. and I don't know if I like it... Change bothers me anyways, but it isn't crossing me as a good one... If I'm right, time will tell.. because it sure left me with an unsure feeling when I got off the phone...

Yeah, Merry fuckin Christmas.. Doesn't take much to realize my Christmas officially sucks? I just want to cry. I didn't even get the simplist thing I wanted. I got shit that I'll never use.. So yeah, Merry Christmas and hope you like your useless presents.. That should have been my mom's theme for me for this Christmas.. Anyways, found out Amie is ( Read more... )

Well, I went to Mrs. Lindsey's house and chatted with her for a bit. Came home-after having a door problem and had to have Ray go over. Then went to Mrs. Hubbard's house and gave her their Christmas gift. Talked to them for a bit, came home, and then recieved the message that Miranda called... Called her back and it was nice to know that her ( Read more... )

Well, I feel better now than I did last night.. Was invited to go shopping with a friend and my mother fuckin pissed me off by saying yes, then changing her fuckin mind to a no.. Then when I make her happy by tellin my friend I can't she has the nerve to come over when I'm pissed and highly upset with her. When she pisses me off I don't even want ( Read more... )

Went to Mrs. Lindsey's house to recieve my present and get everyone else's present. If feeling up to it tomorrow I'm going over there in the afternoon to give hers to her. Miranda made it over and she rode with me to Sarah's. Spent a good two hours or so there and then came back here. Tire was technically flat so we pumped up her tire enough to get ( Read more... )

What's new? Not much. Went shopping this morning with Nan, Ray, and Beth to get mom her Christmas presents. Talked to Sarah and told her of my plans on leaving here at five thirty and all that wonderful stuff. Wrapped some presents. Mom and Nan are now either A: still shopping or B: on their way home. All is quiet and right now I'm just waiting for ( Read more... )

Well I have absolutely nothing planned for tonight... Anyone feel like going to a bar? Maybe go to Charlotte or somewhere far off.. Sounds like fun, maybe I should sneak off for the night when everyone is tucked in bed.. Nah, I wouldn't as nice as the thought of getting out and away is right now.. I just love how I sensed that my original plans ( Read more... )