A smashing sound and suddenly I'm falling to the ground.

[megan_dfox]

A few weeks ago I expected to be going home on a plane alone. I was dreading it, with every single part of me. I'd imagined the scene a number of times and I was certain I'd spend a lot of the flight sobbing. I didn't have to do that because I wasn't alone and it wasn't the horrible experience I expected at all. Just the opposite. The relief I felt

Comments

[elisha_cuthbert]

I've read through this two or three times and tried to come up with a decent response but all I can think of is this.

[megan_dfox]

I couldn't have asked for a better song, thank you.

[jcjackson]

Your posts make me feel like I'm there with you or experiencing the same things you were as you wrote them. It's hard to believe that anyone could ever want to return your heart once they've had it.

[megan_dfox]

It's hardly the first time, but I guess I'm just easy to give up.

[shia]

I feel like such a shitty friend for not being around when you texted me. I'm really sorry that you're going through this. I really don't know what else to say.

[megan_dfox]

You should feel like a shitty friend just in general. Duh. ;)

[colin_farrell]

This has such a heartbreaking tone to it, and I don't really know what's going on besides what's written here. I honestly haven't a clue what to say, but it felt wrong not to say anything at all. If you need an ear or someone to talk to, I'm always around. I hope you feel better.

[megan_dfox]

I couldn't make myself go into detail just yet, I guess. I'm still not really sure I'd know how to write any of it down even if I did. But thank you, that means a lot to me.

[colin_farrell]

Just commenting to say I hope you're okay, and if you need anything, please let me know.

[megan_dfox]

I'll be okay. Thank you. I may need some reminders of sanity though, do you know if they sell those anywhere?

[meesterl]

this was really heartbreaking and the second paragraph hit home. trust is always such a tricky issue, and unfortunately the only way you come to understand anything about it is through the hard way. pints of ice cream work wonders in times like these, i'd go for ben & jerry's or haagen-dazs.

[megan_dfox]

It does seem like anything involving trust is learned the hard way, maybe it's the only way to do it. I've already picked up some Phish Food and the Banana Split, I guess I'm set.