Christmas kept me in LA.
Overall uneventful except for the walk I took that lasted two hours and meeting my boyfriend for a nap a little while after. Quiet, but I was fine with it.

New Year's Eve landed me in Las Vegas.To be his bodyguard and watch him at work, all eventually leading to spending a lot of time locked in the bedroom and talking, ( Read more... )

It's probably some kind of idiocy to decide that the first thing you need is a cigarette when you're suddenly unable to breathe. But it was my only idea to counter the almost blinding anger and pounding headache that was beginning to develop at the back of my head. I pushed on my jacket and went out onto the balcony, unprepared for the cold for ( Read more... )

I once completely blew an audition for a movie that I was sure would change my life ( Read more... )

My plans for the week weren't set in stone, but in a notebook I'd been messing around in while inside the trailer of my last photoshoot. There was a lot I needed to remember and I'd forgotten to bring my planner, so someone gave me a notebook to use at the time. I was drawing weird stuff, flowers, hearts, random stick figures sketched alongside the ( Read more... )

I'm wearing too much make-up and it's too hot in the club we're at, so it's probably melting on my face. But that's just part of my girlfriends' idea of fun. I don't have many female friends but the ones I do have are just as pushy as the guy friends I have. They invited themselves over and, under-dressed and ready to go, told me I was going with ( Read more... )

This is long, so bare with me. And if you do not read any of this then we'll have to have a squirt gun fight later ( Read more... )