i just can't win.

[megan_rachelle]

some things/people really fucking piss me off. i'm sick of highschool. i'm sick of following orders. i don't feel at all satisfied with the way im living my life. the problem is i don't know what else to do. i can't make up my mind. i'm graduationg in two years and i have no idea what i want to do with my life. i'm so scared i'm going to get out

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<3

[xbeautflgoodbye]

hey megan its rachel. i havent talked to you in awhile but i hope everythings going okay and that you are having fun in texas. im me sometime <3

Re: <3

[megan_rachelle]

thanks love <3

keep the faith

[anonymous]

dearest megan:
i sorry to hear that things are so tough for you right now. you should never give up hope, and by all means never give up your faith. once you start doubting God, and his existence, you will fail in life. i too experienced the same thoughts and feelings as you do right now, regarding God and religion. but think about it, it is a proven fact that those who live a true christian life are happier physically, mentally, and above all spiritually. i know what you're going through, honestly. please, do not give up your faith because things don't seem to go YOUR way. you know what i mean. i believe you truly need to sit down alone, no friends, and ask yourself some really hard questions; and be honest with yourself and God. all good things come to those who wait.

if you ever want to open up and talk about things, i'm always here. i'll try to respond to your other dilemma (school) later.

your in my thoughts and prayers

Re: keep the faith

[megan_rachelle]

thanks.. whos this?

Re: keep the faith

[anonymous]

someone who cares about you and should of been there for you, but you need to open up. keep your head up high and try to stay out of trouble. talk to you later. never look back, always look forward.

tell your sister i said "hey"

Re: keep the faith

[megan_rachelle]

umm maybe you should IM me. SexStoleHerHeart.

[lindseyslife]

Heyyy, was wondering if you would help me make a new journal...IM me if you wanna :) lLindseys Sn

[anonymous]

i love you megan. you'll be home soon. i cannot wait.

xoxo. <3 caitlin

turn that frown upside down

[jennaanne_]

cheer up megan .. things will get better for you.. if not i'll put my foot down and tell god to make things wonderful

i <3 you

Re: turn that frown upside down

[megan_rachelle]

thank you!! <3