okay so has been bothering me for a while.. who the hell ami gonna take to ring dance? i know its like 5 months away.. but i seriously want to take someone fun so i dont have a shitty time. i think that i've got a good idea of who i want to take. but alkjdflkajsdf idk if it will work out. ahhh i just want to come home and get shit straight. THATS ( Read more... )

today.. i got up around 2. got wendys. sat around. them some people came over and we watched american wedding. they left and guess who called me?! EVAN.. yep. i love my life

a week from today i'll be flying home. ain't it a beautiful thing?

( pictures duh! )

some things/people really fucking piss me off. i'm sick of highschool. i'm sick of following orders. i don't feel at all satisfied with the way im living my life. the problem is i don't know what else to do. i can't make up my mind. i'm graduationg in two years and i have no idea what i want to do with my life. i'm so scared i'm going to get out ( Read more... )

bethany and i have had some adventures

pictures of course..

( hells yeah! )

boys are nothing but worthless pieces of shit

you did this to yourself.

this came directly from sarah's journal. she put this into words way better than i could. i've been feeling the same way lately ( Read more... )

tonight me and bethany ventured to the mall. we got lost and made it there 45 minutes after we left but thats okay, because we made it! we were there for about half an hour, got starbucks♥, and then got home without getting lost. you know i always post pictures, so..

( with my feet on the dash, the world doesn't matter )

so i've been updating almost everyday now. i've decided since i<3 my camera that im gonna put pictures on every entry. last night i pulled out some of my old cd's and starting listening to them. for some reason the used has been playing for the past hour. it's boring a lonely here. im way confused. and im not sure what i want. meh, kill me. me and ( Read more... )