good times

i have decided to make a new journal.

*EDIT* myperfects0nnet
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Im done. Im over with this. Im tired of telling my friends how i feel. they all tell me "your outtt of it" or "your just trippin" well im sorry if you dont think my feelings are real. but observe everything i have said is true. people dont talk to me anymore. people do go away as soon as i say hi. or as soon as i return from away. and when i do ( Read more... )

Hello all.
well thanks to a lovely conversation with sally last night, i have decided to start over. make a new life. a happy one. in this happy life all i need is 5 things...

NATALIE

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why? why do i let shit get to me? why do i let things people say upset me so much? why do i get upset and feel bad for shit i didnt really do? i honestly didnt do that. i never said anything. i wouldnt. i care about you too much, even if you dont believe me, i do. and i do feel bad that you believe that ( Read more... )

wow. last night has got to be the worst night i have had in a long time. i mean im still upset, just last night i was broken. i had another break down and i just couldnt get better ( Read more... )

i do love you.
you are my best friend.
im just hurt.
and upset.
i love you. dont ever fucking quetsion that

i am upset. i neeed to talk to you. i need to figure this shit out. when you decide to please talk to me. i think it will help.

<3megan
ps my phone is always on, and i am always awake

all i can do is cry. its hell of pathetic ( Read more... )

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Blah. thats all i feel anymore. friends. what friends? only a few people even talk to me anymore. and its not the people you, i, would expect. i hate it. not that they talk to me, but that they dont talk to me ( Read more... )