elise's words of wisdomtreesofgreenJuly 7 2005, 06:43:30 UTC
You don't have to be anyone but yourself. And if you don't know who that is, you should be selfish and take some time to figure it out. Because you can never be happy if you don't even know who you are. And the things [good or bad] that surround you make you the wonderful person that you are. The things around you only seem fuzzy becuase you can't see yourself, so how are they supposed to see you? You're totally strong enough to get through this. People get through this because they know that there is better, and you should know that.
sooooo you're not alone. i feel the same exact way. it's like i was reading my own entry (besides the fact i hardly write) lol. but the truth of the matter is is that elise is totally right. i hit my day jsut the other day (part of my grounding story, you should check it out). i just couldn't take tryin to put on my san antonio face for my fort worth one and i just snapped. i've never been so mad hysterical (literally) in my entire life. i scared myself. but i think it was just because i'd held it in too long. don't hold it in. don't not cry for 19 years. crying is good for you, i'm dead serious! but just make sure sometimes they are tears of joy! but i love ya girl, and if you really ever need someone to talk to that won't be biased and won't judge you (cause she's worse i swear! lol) i'm literally a nice good run away. (i actually almost ran to your house yesterday cause i was so pissed and driving just couldn't satisfy and i needed someplace to go) but it's all good now. but 4real. hope all is well and i'll ttyl *
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We should hang out sometime soon...I leave Monday to go to ATL though. So, if you're not busy before then...call me!
the three ladies above are fabulous. everyone should love them.
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