so, since i last updated a lot has gone on. i had a birthday, spent some time in the hospital, tried to go to brandon's mom's wedding in gatlinburg but arrived half an hour late due to traffic, and ended my run as a vegetarian. what a life i live :-)

i really wonder why i feel so alone all the time, i have family and friends and a boyfriend... kinda, yet i just sit in my room alone all the time. i wonder why i feel like this, it jsut seems like everyone has everything going on in their lives and they never have time for what's important, spending time with one another. we're so independent from ( Read more... )

i spent this evening looking through my pictures, and wow, i've thought about it, but i guess just never fully realized it. high school has been so fun and crazy, and full of so many good times. dance, and games, and even the ordinary days of school, and NDA uniforms, and candice falling down the steps in the stairwell at notre dame. play parties, ( Read more... )

its been a long time, since my internet hasn't been working, but because of my amazing boyfriend, i finally got a router, and got it hooked up. so now i'm going to spending all of my time in my room haha ( Read more... )

i agree with trace, i think we should just skip the chilly spring days and move right on to summer. i neeeeeed summer!! i think spring break will be refreshing though, even though i'm not going anywhere. it will just tease me into thinking no more school, and it will be even worse when i have to go back ( Read more... )

today, brandon and i have been together for a year and 4 months ( Read more... )

so, it's friday. i'm taking this day as an opportunity to make up all my school work, but there's a problem. it's already 11, and i have no motivation to do anything that uses my brain. i just want to sit here, and look at this candle. Tracy's coming up tonight :-) and i'm supposed to have lunch with candice today, when she gets out of class. i'm ( Read more... )

woo, it's a three day weekend, cause our girls basketball team is doing really well in some tournament. most of the time should be spent doing homework though. i have so much make up work, its crazy. i just want to get it all done at once. Its been an interesting week. School is just too crazy. haha none of this makes sense, so i'm just gonna stop.

I'm pretty bored with my life. At the begining of senior year, i was excited about everything. I had all this ambition to do well, and cheer, and retreat, homecoming, new classes, new people, etc. but now, i'm just bored with it all. I enjoy Holy Cross, i really do, a lot. but i've just lost all excitement and drive and all that good stuff :-/