sometimes i just feel so lonely, like now. i feel like there's no one there to share things with me at the most important times, i mean there are people there next to me, but not really there to enjoy it with me :-/ that's what i'm scared of most, being alone. no one to be with, no friends, no family, ahh that would be so aweful

i've realized how boring my life is, cause i have nothing to write in these entries :-/ all my days are the same. school. work/cheerleading. There is this freshman on my squad, and she's one of thoes girls that crave attention, and acts ignorant just to get people to pay attention, and tonight, i was sleeping just before practice, so naturally i ( Read more... )

Today was pretty boring, i got up, went to school where i realized i didn't need to be till hours later :-/ but i used the time to get juice from the bakery and make up some work that i missed from my extended vacation last week. I then continued on to my 4th period which is religion, where half my class didn't show up, cause they were still over ( Read more... )

so i guess i'll be like everyone else, and start one of these :-/ candice said she'd be sure to make fun of me for it, so why not, right? I've been sitting around bored for hours waiting for Brandon to get off work, since i apparently don't have to work all of this week myself. i want to quit skyline, cause i'm tired of all their unorganizedness ( ( Read more... )