I'm tired of reading my last post so I figured I would write a new one. I've been trying to get back on my feet and not be so distracted by the past week or so. I'm still having a very hard time with the break up, I go in between missing him and hating him. But in way I feel like he did me a favor. I havent been single in pretty close to three  ( Read more... )

Just when everything is falling into place something HAS to go wrong. Man, I hate that. Matthew dumped me yesterday. It was not mutual, I didn't even expect it. After about 8 straight hours of crying and not sleeping or eating for 24 hours...I have hit the hate stage. Right now, I hate him. I'm working on not hating him but it's pretty much ( Read more... )

Scheduling this morning was crazzzzy. I was up at 4:45am so I could call in at 5:00am. They need a better system then that. I got everything I wanted though. The only thing that sucks is my health class is a night class on thursdays!! Grey's Anatomy night. I can't believe I'm going to say this but *takes a deep breath* College is more important ( Read more... )

I'M COMING HOME IN 1 WEEK!

Happy one month Matthew, you are truly amazing!

So very recently I have decided that I am soo lucky for everything and everyone in my life. My friend Kayla just withdrew from Murray State. Kayla went home to discover that her father had shot himself. Aaron, a boy I grew up with died at the age of 19 of colon cancer. 19 years old. I'm going to be 19 in three  weeks and I couldn't imagine my life ( Read more... )

I freakin LOVE Halloween!


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So I should be studying for my bio exam tomorrow but what am I doing? Writing in my journal. Good job Meaghan, I hope I'm saying that when I see I failed my bio exam. Anyways everything is going pretty good. Went to a Ducks Unlimited cookout tonight with Matthew tonight and that was interesting. I ate duck, yes I ate my favorite animal and even ( Read more... )

Yea so besides seeing Natalie and Greg this weekend, my weekend in the ville was completely pointless. I know now why I love Murray so much. I worked on saturday and wanted people to come over saturday night but that didn't happen. I wish Natalie would come down here so I would everyone I needed. I missed amanda A LOT! Going to Paducah this weekend ( Read more... )

So, I'm home. Although It's super nice seeing my family and hugging my sister (best part of my day), I wish I was back at school. I miss my friends there and the 3rd floor boys and of course Matthew. It's weird being in a room by myself and even though it's only an hour difference...my body clock is soo off. I miss my girls!! Talked to Matthew ( Read more... )

*I have the most amazing boyfriend*

p.s. I'm coming home next weekend! Whoo so excited.