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ahh finally the drama is fire is cooling off between me and beau sept my mother fucking dumbass rude IGNORANT most hated byy me brother add more gasoline he keeps making me feel sad and mad and wanna kill him ......ya know thinking about it all i ever talk about with erin are problems i have with beau or jakeor somebody and ya know.....i dont ( Read more... )

I push he hugs I hit he takes.
I dunno he does Im lost with a word
I hate He loves I savage He cares
Ima bitch Hes a price im insane , God help me please
Im confussed i hate my self let me be free let me be free.....

I wish i could under stand my self 1st

i wish i didnt cause pain to others , i wish i wasnt the heartless bitch to him , but i am i dont know why sometimes i care and sometimes i dont i wish i had a punching bag to punch and kick and yeah ......

sometimes i wish there was no love , no feeling , no nothing. I wish i could disaper any time i wanted to i wish i would just be left alone ,untouched unlooved.....

Well today at marching band was GREAT!!! We got our 1st 5 drills done (people who dont know what that is,its where you stand)well that was all morning its was FUNER-RIFICany who we ate lunch then when in the after noon we played our opener song and HOLY CRAP okay our song is "Blue Rondo" and the Blue Devlis (they are the BEST OF BEST marching band ( Read more... )

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my brother and his GF are fightingfor the 2965874568743265 time and its BS cuz his gf (they have a kid , megan ) said "i dont care you can have megan) and im like WTF and she is talking a bunch of smack and my brother was talkin a bunch a smack uuughgghghghg its craazy but HOPEFULLY ill be getting my room back YAAAAAAAY lol my poisen ivy is ( Read more... )

well ill start out with july 4th beau brought over some firecrackers (cuz we didnt have and money for any this year oh well) it was fun he had those ones that like make a bunch a sounds at one time i thinkkk theres bob cats....well aany who i would light a pack thhen see if theres any left with the whight wicks that burn in like 2 seconds well it ( Read more... )

I HAVE ORANGEIIEEE HAIR AGAIN BUT BETTER YAAAAAY lol (i had to announce that cuz we all knmow my hair color is like my thing lol ^_^) HAPPY JULY 4TH GUYS HAVE FUN WITH FIRE AND WHAT NOT!!!!! today is also me and beau's 3rd week im so happy he had to go some where with his familly for a little bit sooo im just sittin in the house cuz everybody (but ( Read more... )