Bad ideas in my head...

[meggieking]

I keep wanting to write an "open letter" here on LJ or wherever to Wes.  Just outline everything, from how I used to feel, to how I feel now, to what I want for myself and why that is incompatible with what I want for myself in regards to him... Yeah.  Super bad idea.  I need to just balls up and put it all out of my head like it was before I went

Comments

[firinel]

writing it down may help get it out of your head. don't put it where he can see it though - that's not the point of doing it. The point of doing it is for you. So put it here and filter/lock it. Or put it on a piece of paper and then burn that shit. Whatever would work best for you.