ahh

so shitty night, that ended with, yep, a carton of Half Baked. haha (its ok it was frozen yogurt) ill just keep tellin myself that.

Im fuckin confused as hell.

and I'm doing what i always do... I'm letting this jussst paaass me by. And its killing me. I don't wanna let that happen this time. I just wish these things would come easy to me. But aparently im retarded in this department.

teach me how. thats all i want.

hahhaha ( Read more... )

So I'm weighing out my options...which seem to be increasing more and more as time goes on. This is good and bad, cuz it's only gonna make it harder to actually decide wtf im gonna do.

Its funny, everybody asks the question "so what are you doing this fall?" "so what school are you going to?" and my answer of course is always the same "yeahh I ( Read more... )

I can't remember how many times I've tried to tell myself to hold on to these moments as they pass...

Look at earth from outer space
Everyone must find a place
Give me time and give me space
Give me real, don't give me fake

Give me strength, reserve control
Give me heart and give me soul
Give me time give us a kiss
Tell me your own politik

And open up your eyes
Open up your eyes
Open up your eyes
Open up your eyes

Give me one, 'cause one is best
In confusion, ( Read more... )

... ok so i just wrote, and then deleted an entry trying to explain nationals like 5 times. So i've come to the conclusion there is no way to put into words what this week meant to me. It was just awesome, in every way possible. And i miss everyone and everything already ( Read more... )

My summer job: awesome ( Read more... )

so while sitting up here to get away from my drunk parents and their friends downstairs, i just made a discovery... Maroon 5, is a complete rip off of Jamaroquai. Yea, remember that song "Virtual Insanity"... i know you do. It had that trippy video where he was in some fucked up hat like floating around a room and shit... listen to that song, it IS ( Read more... )

I can hear the fireworks outside... kinda upset that I'm not there to see them. Its ok cuz Disney's fireworks on the 4th are gonna kick these one's ass!! hardcore ( Read more... )