... we met when we was young; two hearts that beat as one..

[meggy]

omfg... omari, you are a fucking flash god~ [ check out his chuchu/soad flash videonik, out of the blue did a -wonderful- pic of mrlkitty for me. he's so nice to me... i really wanna do something in return for him because he's been so nice to me, and he also did a -gorgeous- pic of meg a long time ago

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[marie_novelle]

I'm reading your older journal entries to get a better idea of the current situation between you and Jared and I saw this entry.

"so, that went fine for a while. then, it all started falling apart when the spc kiss doll contest was being run. that's when my feud with leota, pzario and genma started. it officially started with leota. i thanked her for her submission to the contest, and all hell broke loose [ of course, it was viewed as -my- fault, when in actuality, if leota didn't have such a bad fucking attitude and had the ability to admit that she did something wrong, things would have went better ]. she started acting rude to me, and i got sick of it. when she opened a whiteboard, her brother took what i had drawn and made fun of it. of course, he was allowed to do this, and i wasn't allowed to get upset about it. i ended up banned, while genma was allowed to continue making fun of me and my art. later on, i announced my departure from the community on their message board."What exactly did I do wrong in your eyes? I know what I

[marie_novelle]

BTW, not like it makes a difference but it wasn't Genma who commented on your picture at the whiteboard. It was me and Pzario. You put some text on it which read something like "who needs a tablet?" and when Pzario and I saw your picture, he said "you do". You asked a question so he gave an answer. Now, at the time, I thought it was funny because the picture didn't look that impressive and the question came off as overly arrogant and boastful for one little picture, as if you drew the picture for attention. I don't remember anyone else continuing to make fun of you there after that but I do remember Genma posting as "Horario" at the bored room which, at the time, I also thought was funny for reasons you wouldn't understand. If you've ever been a regular at the original IRC channel, it had the same carefree attitude. None of that justified my actions however. I'm sorry for hurting you and for allowing others to hurt you. Can you forgive me?

mya~

[meggy]

personally, i don't think it's boastful to be proud of something you've done. at that time, i had a lot of pride for my artwork. i only wish i could be the same way. in my mind, the whiteboard picture in question was impressive to me. i'm sure that if i took a look at it, i'd cringe for finding it impressive at -any- time. such is the evolution of an artist. regardless, that did not give YOU the right to say mean things about it, and then ban me because i launch one light-hearted counterattack. essentially, what that told me was that you had every right to insult me, and i didn't have any right to defend myself

Re: mya~

[marie_novelle]

Actually, it took me awhile to remember anything at all what was said since it was a long time ago. I told you that it wasn't me who said those things. It was Pzario who thought of the comment. I just agreed with him and let him make the edit because I thought it was funny. If you have a problem with the comment itself, then you should talk to Pzario.

Back then, my impression of you was that you were someone doing things for attention. I'm not the only person who thought this way.

I don't remember why I banned you. I guess it was because I could? It was my whiteboard, after all. But like I said, my actions were wrong. I already admitted that to you. So do you forgive me?

What's that last part supposed to mean? Maybe you misunderstood what I said.