You want the real fucking reason then? Fine, I'll fucking give it to you. It's because I think Curt is a piece of shit, and doesn't deserve you yes. But it's because you told me that we were together and I hear from many different sources that you were with Curt too. I forgave it at the time, because I was stupid. You wanna know some bullshit? Look in the fucking mirror. Tell me you loved me and then went off behind my back. It doesn't even affect me anymore, I'm just sick of pretending to myself that it never happened. Because it did. Along with so many other little things. I'm so sick of bullshitting everyone, including myself with little loving illusions about you. You FUCKED me whether you will admit it or not, and I never want to speak to you again, because you are psychotic and don't realize it. But you know what? It's ok. I don't want to talk to you anymore, and I'm almost sorry that I made up that bullshit little reason. There's the truth. Because you fucked with me, and Chris, and even though I hate him, Curt
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