yeah, i haven't done this in a long time. it's a shame that when i do decide to write i feel as crappy as this ( Read more... )

hey, any of you people who aren't already going to dp this week, do any of you want to drive up with me on friday night so i can go to the dance? i don't know what time i'll leave and all that, but i know it'll be after 3:30 because i don't get off work until then. um, let me know.

i've been doing a lot of thinking lately, and i don't think i'm choosing the right things in my life right now. my priorities are way off. i wish i could go into more detail here, but i'm afraid i can't for fear that this would leak out and i would hurt people ( Read more... )

i babysat again today. i love those kids, well really carly because she's the only one i really see and hang out with. mat is "too cool" for me. but that's okay. we went blueberry and blackberry picking today in the lanier's backyard. it was awesome. we had so much fun. their backyard is huge! they have two lakes, four swans, a train track that ( Read more... )

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i kinda feel like crying, but i don't know why.

i kinda want a hug too.

maybe a crying hug - someone can hug me while i cry.

i don't know why though, but that's kinda how i feel.

i have no reason to feel that way, i'm happy, i'm loved, i had fun today.

but somehow i do, i don't know why.

i wish i could say, but i don't know what to say.

oh my goodness. i had such a weird/scary dream last night. it wasn't like ahh scary, but it was freaky scary. i don't like it. and what freaked me out even more, is i thought it was true when i first woke up. and i couldn't ask anyone about it, b/c everyone that was in my dream is still asleep, and i don't want to wake them up to ask a stupid ( Read more... )

okay, so i still want to be a teacher, i want to work with five year olds, and i don't care about the money. but i just read an article that kids graduating from college with a teaching dregree will make around $29,000. i don't mind being poor, i just don't want to be dirt poor, and i know i can stretch my money. but i think i might want to minor ( Read more... )

i start that awesome job today. too bad it feels like school. actually, not really, i just have to be there at 730. last year i didn't have to be there until 830 and i thought that was early. oh well, it'll be good ( Read more... )

kate (well anyone really) - what is the name of that song we like. it reminds us of max. it talks about this kid named max who was killed. i don't know. i don't remember. but i want to know who it's by and what it's called ( Read more... )