When does your life stop being run by everyone else and become your own?  Why, even after you've proven that you can make sound decisions with your life does no one trust your judgement, second guess you, and tell you that you're wrong?

When did going after your dreams become such a bad thing?

I'm sick of constantly being second guessed.  I'm sick ( Read more... )

I'm updating!

Spent a nice long weekend in Reading (Long live vacation days!) this past weekend.  Got out there Wednesday night and stayed until Sunday afternoon.  4 and a half days.  It was a total and freaking blast.  But I do have this to say: if any of you EVER get the chance to see the Killers live, TAKE IT.  They were totally freaking awesome ( Read more... )

So I've been doing some research.  Actually I spent most of my day today at work doing research.

I want to go back to school.  Now that I know what I want to do and I finally have the drive to actually go back.  Well, everything I've done since November I've done to put me on track so I'm able to go back when I'm ready.  Well, now I'm ready.  I'm ( Read more... )

I know, updates twice in two days.  Something must be wrong right?  But actually no.  Just taking a break from cleaning my room.

Well it's official, my vacation has been approved and the plane tickets are bought (well, they were actually bought a few weeks ago but I digress).  Mike and I are officially taking our first vacation together (Ocean City ( Read more... )

So I bought a new laptop the other night.  I must be insane.  One of the new Vaio's.  It's nice.  And fun.  And I'm probably certifiable, but we all ready knew that didn't we?

I had a second opinion done on my sonogram results and then had my doctor take another look at them, and everyone seems to agree that after a second sonogram (don't ask) that ( Read more... )

This is one of those entries that I'm not quite sure how to write, but I know that I need to seeing as how I need to get all of this out, but I'm not sure who would even care.

I talked to my doctor on Friday.  It seems that the cysts on my ovaries have gotten completely out of control and there's a good chance that I might not be able to have kids ( Read more... )

This is me being bored and procrastinating before work...

( I do not regret the things I have done, only those that I have yet to do )

For some reason, at like, 2:30 this afternoon I started randomly humming P-funk.  How odd.  Come on, you know "make my funk da p-funk, i wants my funk untouched (or whatever it says), make my funk da p-funk, i wants to get funked up. i want da baaaaamb i want da p-funk..." ok i'm done.  No more with the singing of the P-funk for a few more months I ( Read more... )

So, I had this whole big long entry ready to post a few days ago about how awesome my weekend with Mike (or the Weekend of Love as Aleta calls it), but stupid LJ deleted it instead of posting it so here's the long and the short of it: it was freaking great.  :)  It was a nice deviation from the normal routine from when I'm out there.

Anywho.  ( Read more... )

Yes, every once in awhile I do update here ( Read more... )