does anybody write in this thing anymore? lol... man..
Well who knows who will actaully read this but im so bored. and i just felt like announcing that i am officially giving up on every guy and i dont care anymore. They all suck and like to fuck me over. so fuck them. the end.

p.s.
1 WEEK AND 4 DAYS OF SCHOOL LEFT. hell yeah.

I love when my best friends talk about their excitement and happiness when they move far far away to college. It makes me really happy. Since i am so smart and i most likely didnt get accepted to the school they are going to, i get to go somewhere else and they get to become best best best buddies for life while i stay here and die. lol, ( Read more... )

Sometimes i wish i had things that i dont. Not materialistic things. Larger than that. Even though i know im not, sometimes i feel really alone. Like i dont exactly have anyone in the world that has the slightest clue how i feel, ever. Even though i know people do. It just sucks always feeling this way. Cuz there really is nothing wrong with my ( Read more... )

Valentines day is a holiday invented by hersheys and hallmark. If your single its designed to make you depressed and if your lucky enough to be in love , start shellin out the chocolates, cards and flowers. Its pretty much pointless.
I always see the bright side in things. lol
Have a great day!!
<3

yO Bitches. I havent written in here in forever. That shows how bored i am right now. LOl i should prob be doing productive things like cleaning or hw or something. But i pretty much dont care at this point. So yeah i got DEFFERED from UCF which pretty much means im not gonna get in cuz i didnt do any better on my sats. But atleast they didnt ( Read more... )

Yoooooooo... last night was horrible. My plans were to go to Glens house in Little ranches and juan rubio never called me sooo we ended up going to the power lines or something and it was outside. So it was okay in the beginnign cuz i knew a few people there and then random girls starting fighting (over a dumb scumbag of a guy... what else do girls ( Read more... )

Its kinda funny when you think someone is something but then they turn out to be the total opposite of what you thought. It sucks to think that you think so much of that person and respect their every move and then they do something that totally turns you off and makes you wonder what if everyone is not what they seem. Its kinda funny too, when ( Read more... )

Happy new year!! I feel like every year, i say "maybe this year"... about a lot of different things. Not one in particular. I can't believe its 2005, for 3 years weve been saying/writing/yelling '05! and now its actually here. Its crazy how everything goes by so fast when u look at it from a far ( Read more... )

Yeahh happiness love everything love how everything always works out for me, love how i work hard to acheive nothing, love how smart i am, love how many friends i have, love all the boyfriends ive ever had, love being so hard on myself, love always being to insecure , love being so fucking depressed all the time, love crying over nothing, LOVE how ( Read more... )

Whats that u said? Live journal? Oh whats that? Cuz i think i forgot in the 100100 years i havent wrote in it. But actually i thought about it b/c of jarred. And i know that he reads them, no one else really cares but thats okay. This is for Jarred. Any ways i got a funny story... but its on my myspace so i dont feel like typing it out. But i found ( Read more... )