So, stupid me thought having three jobs would be nice. Hey more money, more graphics references, more entertainment.
It turns out working every single day of the week is the most annoying, boring, exhausting thing I have ever experienced.

I've started knitting again.
Fucking knitting.
I feel like a 70 year old woman.

in life you must just bite the bullet and accept the things or people you cannot change and have no control over.

pffft I need a boy who is as insane as myself ( Read more... )

I never want to ever leave my bed.
It is so warm and comfy
and I will never leave it.

This is pretty neat ( Read more... )

My new job makes me feel like the biggest noob...ever ( Read more... )

'But I don't want to just do something routine and normal, I want to do something to change the world. It sounds crazy, but that's my dream, It's what I feel I'm supposed to do. But I have no motivation so that dream's dying. All dreams die with time ( Read more... )

I feel so lost.
and
I don't want to go to work.
Though,
I seem to be obligated to not being truely alive.
So,
that's the way it goes.

What can you do.

that feng shui is bullshit.

I want to see how far I can go and what I can accomplish with just the money in my pocket.
Everyone always settles into the restrictions. Get off on the usual highway exits, stop at the usual gas station, hang out with the usual people.
I want to try something new and out of the usual routine.