And I can see it...

[megiddo]

...that spark in your eyes when all else fades.

This cough thing is really starting to piss me off. I breathe in-- cough. I breathe out-- cough. I sit perfectly still, holding my breath-- cough. Fucking lame. I guess I could stop smoking, but, well, yeah. I've taken more medicine in the past two weeks than I have in the past two or three years

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[veiled]

Whose side of the family did I meet when I was there? I felt so lame.

[mousewings]

Isn't love (infatuation?) like (fresh) oxygen?...

My family are like that too, there's so many people, especially on my mom's side. I've always felt awkward at family gatherings partly for the mentioned reason and also that I've never felt close to them. They regard me as being odd.

[inkscar]

Sometimes I just want to rescue her from it, because I think it might just kill her in the end.

It's been there for so long that one of the only comforts left is knowing it'll be there tomorrow.