Private to StephenmeginwonderlandDecember 18 2008, 07:28:53 UTC
We got caught under mistletoe. And I... I told him I couldn't kiss him because... because it would mean too much, you know? And he doesn't like me and I don't think I could handle.. .and I just... I ran away! And I dropped my pictures and just ran and I don't know what to do.
Private to HannahmeginwonderlandDecember 19 2008, 00:22:33 UTC
I got caught under mistletoe with Wayne, and, well, that would have been wonderful except that, well, I've never been kissed before, you know? And I kindof, well, have a HUGE crush on him and have for such a long time and so I told him I couldn't kiss him because it would mean too much to me, you know? And that I couldn't really handle it not meaning the same to him since I KNOW he doesn't like me and I don't think I could claim it was just a crush if I let him kiss me. And then I kindof... ran off?
I'm at Stephen's now but I don't know what to do! Stephen says I should talk to him but I'm so embarrassed Hannah, and I live with him and I can't face him right now - especially since he knows how much I like him.
Private to MeganstarsfadingawayDecember 19 2008, 08:48:12 UTC
But you've been so good about avoiding mistletoe! How did -- well, I guess it's not important.
If you ever manage to wear out your welcome at Stephen's, know you can come here. You probably should talk to him, really, but only when you're ready. Time will help, I'm sure.
Private to MatymeginwonderlandDecember 19 2008, 01:27:31 UTC
We were under mistletoe and I said I didn't want my first kiss to be because of that and then he said there wasn't mistletoe over to the left and I almost let him kiss me but then... I don't know, I just! He doesn't like me, Maty. And if he kissed me I'd like him even more. And I... I can't.
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I can't see Wayne, Stephen. I just... I completely embarrassed myself.
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Well you're welcome to hide as long as you feel you need to.
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Of course you can stay with me.
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I'm at Stephen's now but I don't know what to do! Stephen says I should talk to him but I'm so embarrassed Hannah, and I live with him and I can't face him right now - especially since he knows how much I like him.
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If you ever manage to wear out your welcome at Stephen's, know you can come here. You probably should talk to him, really, but only when you're ready. Time will help, I'm sure.
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