i still believe...
"Everyone longs to give themselves completely to someone,
To have that deep soul relationship with another,
To be loved thoroughly and exclusively,
'No, not until you are satisfied, fulfilled, and content
with being loved by Me alone,
with giving yourself totally and unreservedly to Me,
with having an intensely personal and unique relationship with Me alone,
discovering that only in Me is your satisfaction to be found,
will you be capable of the perfect human relationship that I have planned for you.
You will never be united with another until you are united with Me,
Exclusive of anyone or anything else,
Exclusive of any other desires or longings
I want you to stop planning,
Stop wishing,
And allow Me to give you the most thrilling plan existing
One that you cannot imagine.
I want you to have the best.
please allow Me to give it to you.
You just keep watching Me, expecting the greatest things.
Keep experienceing the satsifaction that I AM.
Keep listening and learning the thing that I tell you.
You just wait.
Do not be anxious.
Do not worry.
Do not look at the things you want.
You just keep looking off and away up to Me.
Or you will miss what I want to show you.
And then, when you are ready,
I will surprise you with a love far more wonderful that any you dream of.
You see, until you are ready and until the one 1 have for you is ready
(I am working even at this moment to have you both ready at the same time),
until you are both satisfied exclusively with Me
and the life that i have prepared for you,
you will not be able to experience the love that exemplifies your relationship with Me,
and this is the Perfect Love.
And dear one,
I want you to have this most wonderful love.
I want you to see in the flesh a picture of your relationship with Me,
And to enjoy materially and concretely,
The everlasting union of beauty, perfection, and love that I offer you with Myself.
I am God.
Believe and be satisfied.'"