not much of an update

[meglimir]

I've been too tired and in pain to post much. The pain saps what energy and stamina I do manage to build up. Any energy I have for online work goes to my job and at that it's only 5-7 hours a day - luckily I can work weekends and have some time off left for any week I can't make the full 40

Comments

[shakingthetree]

I, for one, refuse to believe that this is a tumor and that it's just this nasty-ass chemo. Speak with your doctor posthaste.

And, in the meantime, you have prayers heaped upon good thoughts, garnished with positive vibes. And sprinkles.

x

[shadowlynn]

I am always thinking of you and praying that the cancer will leave. I carry you with me everywhere in my heart. *HUGS* *MANY HUGS* *MANY MANY HUGS*

[1_rhiannon_1]

I'm keeping you in my thoughts hon. ::hugs::

[nanassi]

*hugs* Though it sounds like what you want is some miracle way to get rid of whatever is building up.

I hope the doctors come up with some idea to ease the pressure.

[kaze_ki]

Why isn't your nausea getting managed? It's not acceptable for you to have to deal with something so easily treated. This is 2008, and there are plenty of nausea medications and if one doesn't work or if it gives you more side effects, you need to get another to try out.

If you can't keep the nausea medicine in your stomach long enough for it to start working, there are other methods of getting a medication into your bloodstream. Nobody likes suppositories, but they're great for helping people who keep vomiting up their antinausea medicine.

Someone who has to manage her spoons as closely as yourself has no reason to put up with nausea, because I know as well as you do that it cuts your spoons in half. I couldn't even go to class Wednesday before last because I got so stressed out that I started throwing up, and I had to go back to my room and go get some sleep.