emotional roller coaster

[meglimir]

The worst part is the mental weirdness.

First the raw CT scan facts and conventional treatment. There are 3 areas of cancer: abdomen, lungs, and liver. The ones in my abdomen and lungs are "very minor". The ones in my liver have multiplied and grown. Dr. Citrin is putting me on Sutent, which is a known treatment for other cancers and expected

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[sistermaryeris]

<3 thinking good thoughts for you!!

[kshandra]

It sounds like you're making peace with the possibility that this is the proverbial It. You are a wonderful individual, and it has been an honor and privilege to know you. I hope you're around for many years to come, but if it's not to be, I will cherish your memory always.

*reads what she just wrote* Damn, but I've spent a few too many hours on the Widow's Walk, haven't I? The balancing act between "hope" and "realism" is a cast-iron PITA some times.

[janetmiles]

I don't know what to say but that you're in my thoughts almost constantly, and that I respect your determination. If, at some point, you decide you've had enough, I'll respect you for that as well.

[phonemonkey]

I'm so sorry.

[lisa_marli]

*gentle full hugs*
Although we met through friends in LJ land, just remember, even those of us in cyberspace are rooting for you, and praying for you, and sending healing energy.
It may not be enough, but you will Never Ever be alone.
*more hugs*