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[megmucus]

Motherfucking 730. I usually get up this early these days but am not pressed to get ready. I have clinic today and Im not sure what time I should catch the bus so ill probably leave early, which means everything has to happen early. Fuck early.

I've been having trouble lately accepting my PFT numbers, they scare me and I realize now that when shit

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[namaste27]

I like the 5 minutes of pity rule, I think a lot of people should do that.
I am so glad you had Aven, and at the same time, completely fucking incredulous. pregnancy is a Fuck around for a healthy body, let alone a CF body.
freedom of choice, we are fucking lucky asses to have it.
much love Meg, you are awesomesauce

[birdgirl_1107]

Hey girl. Sending positive thoughts and energy to you and Aven. Hope that realizing your fuck-it-all pattern will make it easier to resist the impulse to self-destruct. I know it's not easy though. Hang in there. Lots of love here for you whenever you need/want it. ♥

[anonymous]

Hang in there Meg! I am glad you are home...i've kept you and Aven in my thoughts and prayers and hoped things were going ok. Just know a lot of us care about you and you aren't alone. I hope you and Aven have a great holiday!

[anxiousjenn]

I'm glad that you're at least allowing yourself 5 minutes of pity. You deserve that. It's healthy to get that shit out. You are NOT done here. You have more to do. Numbers may be shit, weight may be low, but you've seen how things can change. I will never stop believing in you. Look at what you just went through and came out the other side of. Early sucks. It sucks so hard if I lived up there, I would be driving you so you didn't have to do that early. That's how much I HATE early. Love, love, love, Meg - to you and to Aven.

[citraman18]

Love u . I'm here for you