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[megmucus]

I'm getting out tomorrow,
had PFT's today and they really haven't changed which brought me to tears actually.
mostly out of pure frusteration.
I've been enduring this fucking hospital stay for nearly two weeks now and nothing comes of it?
are you fucking joking me?
Normally I would skip and jump at an only two week stay because usually my stays last

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[nervous_frenzy]

Let out every emotion u have..its healthy!  And swearing has been scientifically proven to relieve stress and make u feel better..so fuck this shit!

[megmucus]

hahaha, that's FUCKING funny SHIT.

[citraman18]

Glad your going home too Meg
I love you Meg and wish you all the best

[megmucus]

<3

[anonymous]

Your the most amazing person, I'm gunnarite a book about you some day,
143, yoean so much to so many,
Sorry you been depressed, you know what you need, go HoMe hope it helps, 143

[fisheye]

Meg! Don't hide your emotions, you punk. I know you do it a lot though. Knock it off! Anyone would be frustrated at being in the hospital so often and for so long. And you do it all the time. Having to stay even longer than before? That would upset me, for sure. You're allowed to feel and express. Holding it in doesn't do anyone any good. Mostly you! I know it's just what you do, but let go of that. You are allowed to feel and express alwayssss. I think part of you puts that into pills and booze. Put it elsewhere. I'm glad you're going home. xxx much love always

[megmucus]

Thanks Bree, Next time I'm in town lets get together. I have yet to meet your other half!

[birdgirl_1107]

Oh, Meg, you totally have a right to be mad as hell. Never feel guilty for your emotions. We have no control over our feelings - all we can control is what we do with our feelings, whether we own them, accept them, and move on, or if we stuff them down and ignore them and hope they'll go away. I think it's good to GET IT ALL OUT. Trying to keep the anger inside turns it inward and that's how depression gets its evil little fingers into us.

I'm so sorry your PFT's haven't really changed at all. That just sucks. But I'm totally stoked that you are going home. I bet Aven will be so glad to see you. ♥

[megmucus]

I just feel like once I let my emotions out, I cannot control them, mostly my anger.