For some reason LJ wouldn't let me comment on your other posts. I just wanted to tell you how much I Understand. Do you remember we talked about all this once, I think you lived with Kelly? I was saying how I thought when I "grew up" i just wouldn't do anything any more and here I am, 35....still struggling. Makes it sound bleak, but I've never had anyone give me an ultimatum or take my child, I haven't had reasons to stop. Sure, it should come from within, but you and I both now what should happen isn't usually what does. So I hope you can find your way out now, sooner than me, so your not 35 doing the same but looking back on just a crazy time of life. Remember,you are not your mom, and i mean your bio mom. I don't mean that harshly, I just mean that you don't want to have Aven wonder about you like you do about her. I'm sorry if that crosses the line. I've always told you that you remind me so much of me, and I want you to be better.addiction follows you like a dark cloud, it's so fucking hard to get rid off. We know we can, bc we
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Understand. Do you remember we talked about all this once, I think you lived with Kelly? I was saying how I thought when I "grew up" i just wouldn't do anything any more and here I am, 35....still struggling. Makes it sound bleak, but I've never had anyone give me an ultimatum or take my child, I haven't had reasons to stop. Sure, it should come from within, but you and I both now what should happen isn't usually what does. So I hope you can find your way out now, sooner than me, so your not 35 doing the same but looking back on just a crazy time of life. Remember,you are not your mom, and i mean your bio mom. I don't mean that harshly, I just mean that you don't want to have Aven wonder about you like you do about her. I'm sorry if that crosses the line. I've always told you that you remind me so much of me, and I want you to be better.addiction follows you like a dark cloud, it's so fucking hard to get rid off. We know we can, bc we ( ... )
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