Like Jeff says...."I Digress..."
I dont want to bore you..or make you have to scroll down past another Billy entry..But I dont really want to make it private either...So I cut it..I mean I have to write...Its what a Journal is for...
I evaluate last night...The little things..the way we laughed together and how thats the way he acknowledeged me but that it seemed like I wasnt there...maybe not I think I was just uncomfortable with the whole thing Liz saying the occasional "Meghann Likes the Beatles...Well She sings" stuff like that and him just being like "uh..okay"...well he didnt say that but thats the feeling I got
But I get a lot of feelings
The way we say "I dont know" togther really low
and yet I wake up early on a Monday morning...I hate Mondays....to write for writing the essay...I ahte writing the essay..realizing it will all be over in two weeks...and I love Billy
But its as if hes not real
Okay I dont know what i'm talking about
I have a massive crush
I dont want him to leave me ever
I just wanna kiss him
I wonder if he likes being alone
Or if he is really alone at all...
The END
I evaluate last night...The little things..the way we laughed together and how thats the way he acknowledeged me but that it seemed like I wasnt there...maybe not I think I was just uncomfortable with the whole thing Liz saying the occasional "Meghann Likes the Beatles...Well She sings" stuff like that and him just being like "uh..okay"...well he didnt say that but thats the feeling I got
But I get a lot of feelings
The way we say "I dont know" togther really low
and yet I wake up early on a Monday morning...I hate Mondays....to write for writing the essay...I ahte writing the essay..realizing it will all be over in two weeks...and I love Billy
But its as if hes not real
Okay I dont know what i'm talking about
I have a massive crush
I dont want him to leave me ever
I just wanna kiss him
I wonder if he likes being alone
Or if he is really alone at all...
The END