babysitting went good, got paid less than usual though... which isnt good cause i'm saving up for something real expensive. it was ok though, just less than usual so i didnt say anything ( Read more... )

saw cheaper by the dozen yesterday at AMC. i just found out that tickets are cheaper than cinemark there.. so i like that theater better now.

going to the galleria tonight..

babysitting tomorrow night.

gotta go do chores, update more lata

im feeling better today, though i thought i would physically die for about 20 minutes today. much unexpected pain ( Read more... )

ok so hot tea can only cure some evils... the evils that will go away. but feelings like this haunt me, i dont want to be feeling them, i feel bad for feeling them. and because of that they get repressed and shelved away into my warehouse of memories and emotions i dont want to remember. the warehouse is getting a bit full, i dont like spring ( Read more... )

so school is back in, its crazy, im sort of apathetic towards it so far.. which isnt good cause i get bad grades that way, and the parents would kick my ass ( Read more... )

so this is what it feels like to be up at 8:00 AM, i forgot ( Read more... )

ok, so i went to get a new fish at Pets Mart today. the girl there was so unhappy, and so unhelpful, i sort of feel pity for her, and i ended up getting a fish that one of my other fish is gonna eventually kill. i didnt know that. so i put it in my fish tank, and everythign was OK, i was watching them, then my fish started biting the new fish's ( Read more... )

i wish i still had artistic/creative talent, it all seemed to run away. lately i can blame it on the lack of mixed emotions, depression and the like. happiness and love just sort of drown out my creativity, it sucks. being happy is very nice, being in love is even better, but having my own creative outlet is a kind of freedom that i miss; i cant ( Read more... )

i think i have been more sick over break than i have in the past year. i have a cold. i wanna be better, and not sick! *SCREAM* and because i am sick i cant sleep except in the daytime for some reason, cause i cant breathe. its gonna be hell getting back on school schedule. i also cant hear in my left ear now cause of those ear infections, im ( Read more... )

i figure i would do the resolutions thing just to say i did, im only gonna keep the ones that stay in my mind anyways though ( Read more... )