So I was just about to write in here, but then I realized I don't have time, and I'm not too sure on what I would say..So this is the end of my post.

I'm sick of the bullshit.

Merry fucking Christmas...Christmas was shitty...Christmas Eve was even worse... I hate the holidays.

I hate how everything is going for me. This whole month has been hell off and on. I'm so much more emotional then I usually am. I don't like being this way. I don't like crying, and I don't like letting people know they can have that affect on me. I don't want it to show that I care ( Read more... )

Hey great! I love it when people can make me feel like I suck at life. And everything I do is wrong, and that I'm the cause of everything that isn't going right. I think I want to just go sit in my room now so I can't cause any problems and mess anything up.

I'm so glad people are home from college! It was good seeing them over the weekend, and over the next couple of weeks. The weekend wasn't bad, actually it was pretty good. :)
Um...I was going to write in here for a reason, but I forgot what it was. :(
so I guess I'm done.

This was probably the most boring week of my life! So I am going to make up for it by having a REALLY good weekend! :) I was going to have started my weekend already, buuuut my mommy had surgery this morning, and now she is really sick from the medicine so I have to watch her right now until my dad gets home. BUT when he gets home then my really ( Read more... )

Hmmmm..Yeah, life...Not too sure about how great it is right now. Its been pretty good the past couple days I suppose, but last week was NOT fun at all. I've been thinking a lot about what happened this summer, more than usual. I want to just forget all about it and get it off my mind but there is not one day that goes by where I don't think about ( Read more... )

I realized there is really only two people I really care about(besides my family). If I were to move away these two people are probably the only ones I would miss, I would want to come back to see, and would be the only reason for me wanting to stay. Unfortunately only one of the two probably feels the same way. I'm lame.

OK! I'm starting it all over...again. :)