its curious how things from your past can get lodged so far in your brain that they dont feel like they ever happened or even existed in your life time; then that numbness quickly subsides with an abandoned, emptier feeling, that they wernt so long ago.
things have been crazy latley. everything is changing in my life. someone i thought i would never see again has come back. i'm just really confused. i just wish i knew what i wanted.
uh, the weather sucks, and i have to go to work in it later. i'm pretty excited though my photography portfolio was accepted and is going to be sent to new york for nationals, and i got 2 silver keys. i really wasnt expecting anything so it made me really happy. well i've got to go and get ready for work. yay.
eh, my head feels like its going to explode. i hate missing school so close to finals. now i cant do anything this weekend. and i have speech next semseter with hoop. asldf