new years was enjoyable this year. There's many things Id like to say about it, but I think I should put it in my handwritten journal instead.

I've come to find that being friends with people who arent friends with eachother is really hard at times. It makes making plans that much more difficult, as I dont want to hurt either person. Like new years, three different parties, and I've had to choose one. And Im not being all "woe is me, I am so popular, blah blah blah" because Im not. Oh ( Read more... )

Christmas. This year it was actually pretty good. I got things that I will actually use, most of them were practical. I finally got my video mp3 player, which I adore, and it ISNT an ipod, wewt. and I got clothes, a seatcover hingy for my car thats heated and it has massaging things in it, and I got a gym membership and a home exercise thingy. ( Read more... )

Im not excited for christmas. Is this bad? Im bloody tired, I always am around this time of year. It fucking sucks.

So, I was really, really tired last night, and my brother would not stop throwing pillows at me, I tell him to stop, he doesnt stop, so I ge up and I grab his hands and tell him to fuck off, but instead, he kicks my leg, right under my knee, forcing my knee to the side, I feel something crack, and go down into the fetal position, because it killed ( Read more... )

I heart drinking with y friends and making an ass out of myself. Its quite enjoyable and highly ausing.

I lust for these....
Hotel Paper - Michelle Branch
Oh, Inverted World - The Shins
Begin to Hope - Regina Spektor
Nightsongs - STARS
Heart - STARS
Set yourself on fire - STARS
I, Megaphone - Imogen Heap
Post War - M.Ward
Witching Hour - Ladytron
If it was you - tegan and sara
So Jealous - tegan and sara
and everything by bloc party and ok go.

I do not know love. I dont try to know love. I know familial love. And I know friendship love. But thats it. I dont get the love that keeps people married for 50+ years. I dont get the love where you fight all the tie yet still manage to make it work. I dont get the love where you break up, only to get back together a week later. I just dont get it

Poll Should Megan Move?

damnit I can't spell.

I lied. I'm not really happy with my life right now. I'm really happy one minute, and then I'll have a total moodswing and either be sad or angry. I was getting ready for work today, I was actually in a good mood, doing my makeup and blasting some tunes, and my mum bursts into my room yelling at me to clean. I look at her, dumbstruck, as she hadnt ( Read more... )