I'd rather have the huge spikes of giddy, rollercoaster joy, of climbing that hill and being at the summit of ridiculous happy. Yes, it means that there will be plunges into depression and sad - but *most* of the time I've been lucky and it's a lot more up ... and my guy is the reason that I'm more happy than not. A lot more happy. Without my guy? I would SO much rather be numb.
Sometimes it just takes space to ease wounds. I know that it can hurt, but pressing for answers can make it worse sometimes. I don't know all the details, but if the things that aren't working are because he won't let them then I can't say much more than take a breath and ask him if he wants time to think.
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I'd rather have the huge spikes of giddy, rollercoaster joy, of climbing that hill and being at the summit of ridiculous happy. Yes, it means that there will be plunges into depression and sad - but *most* of the time I've been lucky and it's a lot more up ... and my guy is the reason that I'm more happy than not. A lot more happy. Without my guy? I would SO much rather be numb.
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Oddly, he never replied with dumping me, but then he never stopped by and I'm just sitting gin limbo thinking "just Tell me."
I'd be fine waiting for him to work through the holidays or something, rather than being kept in the dark as to why.
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