when will this beast unhitch it's claws from your war scared mind? when will your heart be restored to that when you were a child? why do you allow it to take control, to ravish your thoughts? the scream that has barried in my heart has echoed and tunneled its way to my lips. not remaining silent anylonger i thrash at the beast. it's no use it's ( Read more... )

Lately one of my really really good friends have been just soo frusterating to me. I dont really know why but it seems that everything she says just drives me up the wall, everything she does seems so self absorbed and i can't take it anymore. always competing always "one uping" and it's sooo annoying. I find myself getting super sensitive to ( Read more... )

*OH OH PICK ME PICK ME ( Read more... )

I just wrote something that i would have liked to have kept, but alas i'm a ninny and lost it all! *cry me a river... aight ( Read more... )

emotions are a powerful thing. jealousy. bitterness. envy. sadness. I thought i had abolished those emotions. love. lust. what is is. I can not igore it when i see you there with them. who is that. why do i need to know. why do i care. they may be just friends. yet my heart aches and it sucks. How could my eyes decieve me making my heart feel ( Read more... )

So i finally got this to work! MY LJ is fixed on my computer now and all i had to do was press the stupid refresh button...LAME-O ( Read more... )

hi friends. megan melissa hazelton, reporting for duty ( Read more... )

SO aparantly i was just downright wrong when i said everything with my loan was cool...cuz it's not. SO i have no money to go to england so i may not be going. BUT i'm kinda ok with that. I may just be stayin around here...CBC do i hear you callin my name!?! i'd work and continue in ministry *YAY* at youth ( Read more... )

is this working.........?

so this is my second attempt to write a post today, these days it seems difficult to "update ( Read more... )