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i cant sleep, and im sad.
but i am motivated.
spring break is done. i can get back to eating really healthy and exercising.
im a little worried to weigh myself tomorrow to see how much i did gain back over this week.
pms kicks my ass. but i felt good when i was eating healthy, with no caffiene, no nicotene. limited sugar.
im going back there. i need to. i want to be in shape before the summer.
not to look good in a swim suit, but just to be more comfortable with myself.
maybe i'll try to start running, im awful at running.
i know i've been ranting a lot about weight lately. but its become important to me to be healthy.
now school will be starting again and i need to get better at time management.
but busy my seems to work better than nothing to do me. because if i have nothing to do i just seem to eat and sleep.
so here goes to losing the last 25 pounds. then i think i will be happy with myself.