I've wanted to post lately but I never find the time.
I'm almost ready to graduate. Part of me can't wait, but the other part is scared to death. I can live on my own. I have before.
I'm just scared.

Buttttt, I did have a great valentines day. Full of drunkeness, love, candy, killing zombies. so A+.

Poo, I dont want to write a report.

in class my professor pretty much asked me if i was a lesbian

i went to bryans band practice. i like them.
they want me to sing. i wish i had singing talent.

its my birthday.
i wish i could relax on my birthday.

i got some pretty great stuff.

but new question... what if i spent a lot more on my boyfriend than he spent on me?
i know he wants what i got him. and im not trying to make him feel bad.
i just really thinks he deserves it.

im sure i will use it too.
hm.

i took out all my piercings. i feel naked without the sternum surface piercing. i need to let go of some things. this is my first step. i'm still not ready to forget about you. but i'll get there ( Read more... )

i thought i was getting better. nope. still sick.
i just want to lay in bed all day. i dont want to worry about all the homework i have and tests i should be studying for.

i got ready (including a shower) in 15 minutes because i refused to get out of bed.

i have stuff to do.

p.s. MOTORCYCLE classes tonight.

and HVAC test in a couple hours.

ghostbusters. beer. sleepover. hemp. kfc.
i got the day i needed.
thanksssssss.

i dont think im happy anymore.
i feel guilty for not being happy.
i have everything i want.
something is missing.
and im scared i know what it is.

i think im really happy ( Read more... )

i keep dreaming about this one boy. theyre pretty great dreams. but i just dont understand why. yeah we fooled around once when we were both really drunk just cuz we decided it needed to happen sooner or later. but geeze i was never really interested in him. it was a kinda mutual drunk, hey lets make out thing. i havent even talked to him in ( Read more... )