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[megzies]

i have emotions too. i cry just as much, maybe more. i am angered easily. i laugh and smile. but i can't put on a happy face when im not. im not perfect. i can't make peoples problems go away, i can't even fix my own. what more do you want of me? i can't do it. when nobody believes in me, when i have no one to turn to, what do i do? you tell me.

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[fightthemoment]

my dear sweet girl,this makes me feel so sad because i am feeling the exact same way.honestly,like everything you said,im feeling in some way or another lately.more or less.and it hurts to know that someone,so lovely as you is hurting like me,because i dont want that.i wish i could do or say something to make you smile and laugh and make all the bullshit pain go away.but i dont know if i can.a lot of it is up to you,and im finding it out myself.though,you have to let others help you.you have to talk to people,and open up.and there are tons of people out there that would LOVE to listen.i know it might not seem like it,because we helpers are stubborn,but just open up and talk to them,theyll find a way.my boyfriend has helped me so muh over the past few days its unbelievable.this weekend i didnt know what i was going to do,i was a reck,i was so shaken and crying and upset,i almost hit a median while driving i had to pull over.seriously,take a deep breath,count to ten and close your eyes.think of something or something that was awesome,

[______barcodes]

i love you just the way you are. <3 you dont need to pretend to be someone else while you are around me.