It's almost been 2 months since I've updated my LJ...that's a long time! I've been busy though, so I suppose it's alright that I didn't waste too much time on the internet. (That's a complete Lie...facebook eats my time ( Read more... )

I know life's not fair. I've been told that since I was like 2 years old. I feel like throwing a temper tantrum or something right now though, because honestly I'm getting the short end of the stick when it comes to the whole fairness deal. I haven't complained in a very long time about being sick. I try so hard to just accept it, deal with it, and ( Read more... )

This whole menopause thing has been driving me crazy lately! I'm sick of the hot flashes and the mood swings, I feel like I've been crying for the past 5 days for absolutely no reason, I'm starving all the time (my metabolism is screwed up) I can't make a decision to save my life...Most of the time I feel fat and ugly...it's like PMS x 400 all the ( Read more... )

I'm neglecting my Organic Chemistry book right now...I should be giving it all of my time, but sometimes you just have to quit! I sailed through the first exam, did so-so on the second and well, let's pretend I just didn't take the 3rd exam. Today is exam 4, I've been studying forever, keeping up on the homework and working additional problems... ( Read more... )

Hmmm...I went home Friday afternoon. It was nice to be there, but I really do like it here. I don't like this feeling of being torn between two places. Last year at MSU, I went home every weekend because home is where I felt I belonged. Now I'm torn, I want to be home because I miss my dog, I miss my parents and I miss my little neighbors because ( Read more... )

I got the sick. Everyone else had it before me, so I figured this day would come, but I was doing so well for a while. Oh well, it's just a bad cold or flu or something along those lines. It's just inconvinient right now ( Read more... )

I'm going on a date with a cute boy!! I'm so excited that I had to tell everyone!

I'm at Ferris. I like it a lot. I feel good now that I'm here. Let's hope this lasts for more than a week this year.

I'm leaving for school in 2 days, Monday morning. Very early Monday morning. I have SO much to do until then, but the things I have to do are somehow going to have to fit around the things I want to do. I'm going to a wedding tomorrow with Matt, granted the ceremonies are usually short and there are a few hours between that and the reception, I won ( Read more... )

You know that feeling of uselessness, where you honestly wonder if people would notice if you were gone? And the thoughts that come with that feeling, where you ponder what would really happen if you never woke up, or went away and never came back? I hate that feeling. It's one that I've been struggling with for a while now, and as time goes on, it ( Read more... )