Every time I give in the same thing always happens. You think I would learn but no! Oh no it will be different this time I say to myself. Gosh darnit why do I have to have feelings? Feelings suck! I hate feelings, I hate getting attached ( Read more... )

Oh things are looking up!

I hope it all works out

please let everything work

I find it very funny

I hate how it seems these day that a girl has to throw herself at a guy so he will pay attention to her or she has to dress like a slut. Why does it seem that guys stopped asking girls out? I don't mean to sound old fashion or against womens rights but by making the guys come after us we actually have the power to reject them. By not putting ( Read more... )

Well yea tried to give a guy my number, didn't work out too well. turned out his girlfriend was sitting like 10 feet away ooops, sorry. but hey ( Read more... )

I had fun tonight with tori and celtae(i think i'm spelling her name right sorry if not) going to Contempo coffee, to look for Paul, back to Johnston to stop and shop for a bathroom, to amazing video store yes i said amazing meaning the porn store, and to the north scituate play ground. Anyway ( Read more... )

Alright I was never really listened to Taking back Sunday untill it was on the radio, cause I'm to lazy to sit on my computer and find cool underground bands. The only band that I listen to that I'm pretty sure no one else knows but I think are really good is Maven. Who one of the guys from the disney show Even Stevens in it, I heard them when I ( Read more... )

Ok I don't know why the hell I got so dizzy today in band. At least I got out of band and orchestra, and it was kinda funny. Anyway I'm not going to be able to go online a lot anymore because Monday I rear ended some guy. Lets just say my mom wasn't too happy, specially cause like 3 weeks ago I got a speeding ticket. Also my mom isn't going to ( Read more... )

I am so fustrated right now. There are so many things I want to say and do, but I'm too afraid. I keep telling myself theres no reason to be scared, but I can't help it.

Thanks guys for a lovely birthday. I had fun at dinner with em jess and toni on wednesday. especially when the applebees people came and sang to me! Continuing fun at my house watching raising hellen, and having to wake up at 8 the thursday morning to march. I worked at the bean till close then got a facial and pedicure to spoil myself, oh-no i' ( Read more... )