I really need friends. I really need to stop caring about you so much, because it kills me every time I re-realize that you don't really give a crap about me, other than as a person to talk to when no one else is on.

I'm sad. I'm just genuinely sad. And I don't think I could possibly feel more alone.

Don't you know it's gonna be
all right?
You know it's gonna be
all right.

Here comes the sun, doo-n-do-do,
here comes the sun.
And I say
it's all right.

happiness is a warm gun
bangbang.shootshoot

 head under water -- and you tell me to "breathe easy" for a while.

there's a light in the wings,
it's a system of strings
see the wires?

and the little white dove
made with love, made with love
made with glue and a glove and some pliers
swings a low sickle arc
from its perch in the dark
settle down, settle down
my desire

and then the system of strings
tugs the tip of my wings

He said "it's all in your head" and I said "so's everything" but he didn't get it.

I thought it was a bird but it was just a paper bag.

I am posting from my brand new MacBook, Copernicus. :3

Joy.

the carpet crawls ( Read more... )

I’m not going to be your pocket friend you call when none of your other “cool” friends are available. I deserve much better than that. If you don’t want to hang out with me, if you don’t want to talk to me, if you don’t think I’m worth it, tell me. Tell me. Seriously ( Read more... )

five minutes and i'll have been sixteen for a day.

screw proper capitilization. :3