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[meijers]

no matter what i do it will never be good enough

i have recently come to realize this and it sucks so damn much
idk where to go from here
im so alone i have driven everyone away

why am i still here
why

Comments

[poetic2tragedy]

you're still here because there are so many things left for you to do, and so many people for you to help and love. You're still here because we made a promise last year that I know you won't break, nor will I.

I love you.

[mightymouse2]

because secretly you enjoyed painting that blue stuff today. yea i know scary color. but its like something you trust in to come out right in the end. and such is life. but it makes us smile bunches, so we keep going. and when you cant smile, you find someway to pull yourself up, if only just a little. like paperclips. or skiing. or happy black crew sweatshirts. or skipping parts of rehersals to sit on a couch. or painting a wall a dubious shade of blue. or spilling large amounts of pink paint on a parking lot. or making a pretend gun out of scrap wood. or taking pictures of things. or spending saturdays at your school. or sitting backstage during a show you loved. or anything. just go back to something and say ThaT is what im here for.

[rickyricardo]

i love your smile. :) you are loved.

[soccrgoligrl333]

cuz i love u lots and lots even tho sometimes im not sure that u no that but u should no it now cuz i do and i would be EXTREMELY crushed if for some reason u were no longer here and im not really quite sure what i'd do cuz whether ur highly active in my life or not u have a huge influence in it and i rely on u for a lot of things so no going anywhere the end. wow that was a long sentance im sorry