5. I want to be in a monogamous relationship with someone for the rest of my life, but I don't want to get married. EXACTLY! Omfg, you have no idea how well I understand that.
7. There are times I look in the mirror and wonder how anyone could think I'm anything but ugly. The rest of the time I spend staring at myself, wondering who wouldn't want a piece of my ass. *coughs and tries to pretend I don't do the exact same thing*
8. I used to cut my wrists and hide them under sweatbands, armwarmers, and hoodies. I'm so glad you stopped.
9. When I'm attracted to someone, I don't just stare at them; I watch them, like a hawk. I tear their clothes off with my eyes and rape them with my mind. When they're not around, I think about them when I jerk off, imagining them doing all the dirty things I want them to do to me.
*cough cough*nope, so not something I do. *cough cough*
Haha, I know. Not a lot of people know about 3, but most people can kind of figure out 9, if they just think about it for a bit. (If my porn is any indication at all...)
Yeah, it's stupid, I know that. And to think, I'm totally a hypocrite about it, too. I'm always like, oh, anorexia/bulimia is so stupid, and yet here I am semi-obsessively concerned about how much I'm eating/calories/exercising/telling myself I'm not hungry even when my stomach is cramping with hunger pains.
But I've gotten to the point where I work out and eat healthy instead of restricting myself, and it's gotten a lot better. I've only been underweight once in my life, when I was maybe 12 or so(?), and it was only to the point where my doctor said, "You should probably gain a little weight." *shrug*
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5. I want to be in a monogamous relationship with someone for the rest of my life, but I don't want to get married.
EXACTLY! Omfg, you have no idea how well I understand that.
7. There are times I look in the mirror and wonder how anyone could think I'm anything but ugly. The rest of the time I spend staring at myself, wondering who wouldn't want a piece of my ass.
*coughs and tries to pretend I don't do the exact same thing*
8. I used to cut my wrists and hide them under sweatbands, armwarmers, and hoodies. I'm so glad you stopped.
9. When I'm attracted to someone, I don't just stare at them; I watch them, like a hawk. I tear their clothes off with my eyes and rape them with my mind. When they're not around, I think about them when I jerk off, imagining them doing all the dirty things I want them to do to me.
*cough cough*nope, so not something I do. *cough cough*
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And yeah, you can thank my late ex for making me stop cutting.
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Yeah, it's stupid, I know that. And to think, I'm totally a hypocrite about it, too. I'm always like, oh, anorexia/bulimia is so stupid, and yet here I am semi-obsessively concerned about how much I'm eating/calories/exercising/telling myself I'm not hungry even when my stomach is cramping with hunger pains.
But I've gotten to the point where I work out and eat healthy instead of restricting myself, and it's gotten a lot better. I've only been underweight once in my life, when I was maybe 12 or so(?), and it was only to the point where my doctor said, "You should probably gain a little weight." *shrug*
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