hello mai frandz

[meirin]

I had a really bad conscience when winter holidays started two weeks ago and I was being too goddamn lazy to get the reader for my history course in time before leaving for my parents' house for christmas. I could've read it during holidays and all that. O well. So I rushed to the copy shop this morning before lectures started and bought the damn

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[meirin]

ich hab dich ja damit schon zugelabert. T_T; es ist echt grässlich, meine leistung ist total von motivation/interesse abhängig und ich heule schon im ersten semester so rum. sob.
ich sehe die vorteile/chancen die es mit sich bringen kann, aber was wenn die an mir vorbeiziehen und ahh *haare rauf*

ich wünschte es gäb einen reset button hier. nochma von vorne anfangen. mit lvl1. ;_;

[meirin]

also ich finde es borderte stark ans zulabern. ähnlich wie in deinem icon. :3

jura kommt mir schlimmer vor als soziologie. ich glaub du bist für mich die königin der masochistischen studiengänge. wundert mich dass du nich statistik als nebenfach hast!

wenn wir wenigstens jung genug wären um uns das umentscheiden noch leisten zu können. aber wir sind ja schon so alte schabracken. ;_;

[meirin]

das ist es halt. auf der einen seite will ich etwas tun was breitgefächert und "solide" ist und womit ich auch in problematischen zeiten irgendnen job finden kann (=bwl), auf der anderen seite habe ich angst, in 30 jahren dazusitzen und zu bereuen, damals nicht das gemacht zu haben, was ich im leben wirklich machen wollte, nur weil ich ein bisschen angst vor schlechten jobaussichten hatte (die im grunde genommen eh nichts aussagen). my life ending one minute at a time, usw.
ich erwäge ja wirklich ein interessenzweitstudium aber omg, ich bin jetzt schon so alt, und die kosten, und wie verantworte ich das vor meinen eltern. aber ich möchte doch mein leben nutzen und ahh. es ist zum haare raufen. ;_;

aaaber dankeschön für den kommentar. <3 es tut trotzdem gut zu wissen dass nicht nur ich am rad drehe. :3

[haloalkana]

i understand how you feel.. more or less. I'm kinda regretted why i took engineering in the first place ;m;

but yeah.

uhh since i'm the type who doesn't like to stop in the middle, i'd say 'finish everything and get everything done' .___.
idk about you though, maybe you can finish this semester then change to other next semester? *if only that works though OTL;;

ahhh anyway, good luck to you. art science does sounds good *w*

YEAH AGREE WITH KH : BBS!
;m; i miss sora flying around from town to town to meet Disney's characters! i seriously love how important Disney characters are back then >__<;;;

[meirin]

yeah. stopping in the middle of things feels like failure, but then again spending 3 years on getting an education that doesn't interest you at all (in a field you don't want to work in anyway) is stupid as well. ah, idk. i can't switch right now, not until summer, so i still got some time to decide. but uh, it's gonna be a tough choice. ;_; anyway, thanks. <3

it's not that i dislike convoluted plots but KH's is just messed up. i don't even-- i mean- no one knows wtf is going on but everyone is the same character and darkness darkness darkness what. i just. i give up. i'll play this for the gameplay (which is awesome) and turn a deaf ear to everything else. :c

[delorche]

Pfft, that thing about the reader for History is kinda awful. Do read it if you bought it, though! What is it about anyway? /historyfag

Ewww, economics seems painfully boring. I kind of have the same problem--I still have a plenty of time until university, but...I know that I'd like to study History, German, Philosophy, Sociology, such things--but they seem 'fruitless' indeed, so maybe I shouldn't? I might consider doing something with Law, that wouldn't be fruitless, but...but but but.
Honestly though, if you loathe Economics, I'd suggest dropping it. Torturing yourself is never a good idea. And if you don't like it and get a job that'll have something to do with it, you won't like the job. Of course, being picky with jobs probably isn't the best idea ever either...still, I'd focus on thinking about what you could do if you studied things that you like. Such jobs have to exist.

/useless

I should probably try finishing KH1 and KH2 someday.

[meirin]

I will, I will; it's just a small let-down because I've been panicking so much about it. (¯ε¯ ) Oh well. I haven't read it yet but as it's history it's probably a general overview over whatever happened in Britain during the past decades... Gee, at times like these I wish I were more of a Hetalia fan. It would make stuff way easier. >:(

Ah, deciding between what you want to do and what you "should" do has never been easy. It's times like these I wish I had more interest in "mainstream" (read: not so fruitless) things as well. I'm already surprised at myself for not studying Japanese and stuff, though in retroperspective I wonder if it wouldn't have been more fun.
I get what you mean though; and I do believe that job chances shouldn't be too much of an indicator, because you never know where you'll end up anyways, but, yeah. It's not easy. D:
Thanks for your comment btw, I really appreciate it. <3