here's what i think
anonymous
September 2 2004, 02:07:35 UTC
i feel i was justified in the things that i said. maybe they were mean, and maybe i did do it to hurt you but can oyu blame me? Joe i had always been your friend. not once did i say anything bad about you, when others said shit i told them to shut up, i went to people and said "yeah joe's cool". but then you called me one day and yelled at me calling me a "bad friend" and saying "how could you do that!". in no way possible did i deserve that. why couldn't you bee happy for me? i was happy for you when you went out with him. when i found out you two were going out it killed me inside but never did i say "joe your a bad friend you knew i had feelings for him". i kept my mouth shut and and swallowed my pain. i stayed away and let you be but, then you two broke up. i didn't jump all over him and throw myself at him but we kissed and this was WAY after you two. i figured you'd be mad but i thought you'd be over him. But then after all this drama was gone you said "yeah i guess we're friends" i know that it was halfhearted but i thought
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Re: here's what i thinkmekaxxxbuterflySeptember 2 2004, 02:19:15 UTC
well, justin. at the time all this happened i had started to go through a few too many stress adders. the thought of talking to you was just one more thing i couldnt deal with. i may have delt with it wrong but i dont think you were justified.
and im sorry you feel i had no reason to be sad about that, but i was. thats right, was. but when me and mike first got together i had asked him to "please, dont tell anyone. i dont want to hurt justin or kristins feelings." i had no intention of ever telling anyone. i never wanted to hurt you. i atempted to avoid it.
but maybe i did it to be sadistic, like you. i wanted to take revenge on how much pain i got when i loved you. but no one can be at fault anymore. its deifnantly not mine, and untill you say somthing to specificaly harm me, its not yours. thats the end...byes
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and im sorry you feel i had no reason to be sad about that, but i was. thats right, was. but when me and mike first got together i had asked him to "please, dont tell anyone. i dont want to hurt justin or kristins feelings." i had no intention of ever telling anyone. i never wanted to hurt you. i atempted to avoid it.
but maybe i did it to be sadistic, like you. i wanted to take revenge on how much pain i got when i loved you. but no one can be at fault anymore. its deifnantly not mine, and untill you say somthing to specificaly harm me, its not yours. thats the end...byes
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