i have come to realize that i dont have a specific taste in guys ..i like who i like but, most of them are based on looks and talent- not real guys! ... actors!!! there are alot but im gonna narrow it down to the ones that come to mind first. click on there name to see there hot pics. my number one first.....
#1. EDDIE VEDDER
method man
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well this is it guys tomorrow im going to be disconnecting the internet so.. i wont be writting for about 2-3 weeks. i love you guys..**tear** haahha..see you in houston.

Alright a few more days till houston 10 to be exact. thats if jacob doesnt come get me first. (you know you want to) - i went to work today and i was actually happy all day then i told kathy about how i got dumped and then i was anger-ly depressed. but then i got over it. dora and i went shopping then we went to this chinese buffet called china ( Read more... )

paul broke up with me...im really sad about it and i dont know what to do..why me....i really really liked him. whats wrong with me?

Since ive moved to san antonio i have noticed that my ability to be strong willed (and not such a fuckin pussy) has weakened. i mean what happened to me... i was so tough i hate this. --- i find myself almost always depressed and sometimes i even feel trapt like ive fell in a hole and i just keep falling - well i decided that i am going to move ( Read more... )

im such a big baby. especialy when im drunk. im almost sure that i made a fool out of my self lastnight...actually i know i did i remember everything. i hope i didnt mess up anything between paul and i. i really do like him. i dont know what it is but i remember about 3 days into our "dating" i told dina that i thought we'd be together for a really ( Read more... )

lifes fucked up right now- im confused in the worst kind of way.

why am i the one whos always hurt...why cant i be the one to hurt people? - i feel like shit.

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im so incredibly bored- sure..there are plenty of things for me to be doing- ofcourse i dont have a car so i cant do any of these things that i want to do. it seems like im trapped in my own home with notting to do. so sad for me. and also- i act as if getting a car might solve all my problems when i know that its not going to. maybe i should start ( Read more... )