god i love that boy no matter how hard i try to say i dont i do i talked to shaun last nite till about 3am jus like the good old days hes amazing i miss him so much i guess we have a love hate thing but i dont care that boy takes my breath away the same way he did the very first i laid eyes on him
i sat by the river last nite and jus cried my eyes out it was jus what i needed after all that so much regret i cant handle it i am a shitty person i guess n hell remind me that everytime we talk i dont blame him tho mayb sumday things will be normal if not thats my fault too ::sigh::