The young are changing.. the lives were filling.. and the days are begining
What if? What if you what happened to you... The one thing that could change it all... What if you could change it... and it never happened? Would you? What if you could take that one moment...? Wither it’s a relationship... a choice a day a moment and you could make it never happen. What if you could save someone’s life...? That you lost what if for one moment the power of the world... Was in your hands? What would you do? Would you seek revenge on someone that hurt you? Would you change something that you did wrong...? Or answer a question differently. Or would you keep things the way they were... the way they are supposed to be. Hmm I don’t know what I would do. I think maybe I would start over... from. Well I really don’t know. That was something I was thinking about.. If you have any answers feel free to comment. So summer isn’t so bad after all.. Maybe my happy ending is coming? lol.. Or maybe not. But one thing I know is that I got something this summer that i haven’t really had in a really long time.. i got my best friend. Funny how some things could be in front of you for so long.. and you don’t realize it. But then when you do its like 'snap! instant realization ( is that a real word .??? ) this summer Sammi and I became literally inseparable best friends. And i cannot be more happy. i honestly would never been able to handle the first part of summer if it wasn’t for her. and in the last month we have certainly stirred things up and made a few mistakes together.. but definitely a ton of memories. and i am pledgin sammi ! that were going to make the next half of the summer amazing. were for sure are. no more moping around its summer.. and makin memories getting a little crazy and having a good time.. is what summer is all about. i really think i am growing up. Finally i mean i know i have before. but for real this time i truly feel i am maturing growing and changing all for the better. i really think .. Finally i am finding myself. and that for me is something huge! i wonder what kind of writer i would make? leave a comment if you know lol. or have an idea. its like all the sudden all the things i have been wanting to do i just i think i am going to do them. get out there and just do it. next half summer goal " have a good time. try new things and hopefully meet a cute boy! lol even if its a boy from the past... i think things... things r starting to look up. i am so totally stoked for the rest of summer. and i really truly hope this rambunxious stoked feeling stays and doesn’t disappoint me because i have had enough disappointment and i am ready for some happiness... so knock out the storms and bring on the sunshine my names Melissa Danielle steingold. And i am ready for whatever you have to give me! and i promise.. i don’t care what anyone thinks.. i will toble over all the problems and i will be successful.. no matter what.
Summer Take 2. here we come!........
Take away this daily hell and stop this heart from bleeding
Taunt me now with lonely thoughts just stop my heart from needing
Reach inside my lonely mind and find something worth living for
Stare into my lonely eyes.. And give me something wroth fighting for
Look inside my twisted mind and dig another hole
Take me now into your arms before I lose control
You keep saying stop hold on.. There’s much more to life I’m sure
So prove to me what you say is true…. Stop my heart from needing you and turn my soul into something new… because right now I’m so un sure
Stop feeding me bullshit and lies.. and show me what life is worth living for
Written by: Brad and Melissa… ( what a fuckin team )