So I wrote yesterday about how I didn't want to speak to anyone...and today I woke up with no voice. Can't even squeak out a response to anything. Ughhh...Irony finds me yet again. If you want to talk to me...you're going to have to message me or text me. Speaking is not an option.

Sometimes...I'm tempted to sever all ties. Just walk away from everyone I know. I mean...still go to class, and keep living at home, not go anywhere...Just...stop. Stop talking to people, stop hanging out at the coffee house, stop going to Hell, stop using myspace, stop being friendly with people in the mall and at work ( Read more... )

Today was an okay day. I was dreading work, what with still being a little drunk when I woke up. Was okay, though. Bad idea to go to Hell last night...but I was tempted by the friends...calling...texting...telling me to go... Like sirens! gah! Have had a good couple of days with the boy. Wednesday was...eventful...kind of scary...but...I don' ( Read more... )

So...I realize I'm pretty much the worst livejournal user in the world. I always start journals with the intention of keeping them up.. However, conflicting schedules, lack of interest, lack of things to say, etc. always seem to get in the way.

It's funny to read back through these entries, and all of my old livejournals, deadjournals, blogs, etc ( Read more... )

It's been a long time since I've posted. A lot of things have changed. Friends, jobs, loves, hair... Every year when fall rolls around I feel this sense of disconnection, like I'm pulling away from everyone and everything I know in order to reinvent myself. Sometimes I wonder if I relate so well to Enid because I understand that wish, that need ( Read more... )

Going to see Sasquatch and the Sickabillies tonight with teh pirates and other friends! I am soooo excited. I'm gonna dress up all cute and rockabilly. I just wish it weren't so GD hot and humid out today. RARRRRR!

-m

Firsts ( Read more... )

Grrr... I'm angry. This girl I used to be friends with that moved to New York just came online and started questioning me because her tattoo scabbed up and then the scab came off. So I told her that once the scab comes off, there's nothing you can really do. And then told her just to use A & D ointment the next time and to use it for longer. She ( Read more... )

As I was packing my stuff up last night, I found this poem that I wrote at the beginning of the semester. It was the first one I had written in a very long while. I don't really know ( Read more... )

Okay, so everything didn't go exactly as I had planned out so carefully in the last entry, but hey. You can't control everyting. Friday night we did indeed go to club hell. However, me being an idiot and all, I completely forgot that Miko's closes at 9. So that was a dissapointment. We ended up going to the club really early which was kind of ( Read more... )