Rambling n stuff

[melainethayet]

I've just been looking through some old photos. Man, the memories.. I can look at those and think about how happy I seemed to be then.. but it's all bullshit, I still stressed and worried about stuff then too. It's funny how photos just remind you of good times (unless they're of fucked up shit happening or whatever

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[goldenes_haar]

"Some photos I looked at and just felt so sad, knowing what I know now." ~ I get that feeling too.
It's harder to feel content in the night, I don't know why. For me it is because there are no colours. That's why I get depressed in winter ...but at the same time find solace in it.
I don't have depression, but I did and I know all about the sleep-escapism routine, haha. I don't know what to to say that would mean much, or make you feel better, but I am thinking of you and if you need someone to talk to I'm here. *coughs, excuse the lameness* LOLOLOL.

[melainethayet]

aw thanks paddy, I appreciate you saying that. :)
I know what you mean about there being no/less colour at night, but it's not that for me.. its just different, I dont really know why. It has something to do with.. the night is the end of the day, and it's an 'end' that has something to do with it. *shrugs* idk i'm full of shit. :P

[goldenes_haar]

Oh yeah, what are you doing tomorrow night? Would you and Sean like to come to the movies to see Macbeth? I don't know that it will be all that great, I prefer the old version, but still.. something to do, haha.

[melainethayet]

haha i came online and read this after you hung up. :P so .. no i dont think i'll come. hahah i said come.
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giggidy. we'll be there at bob's though.