theres only a handful of people i can really count on and i guess you're not one of them anymore.

this scares the shit out of me

i need to stop drinking. i have a problem.

The Most Disgustin Excuse for a Human Being

Even though i always knew it was a possibility, this wasn't the outcome I expected to the ordeal you've been through. This wasnt supposed to have happened. Not to you.
rest in peace.

i HAVE to stop drinking

today was a good day. full of friends. and spontinuity. and it was life ( Read more... )

what kathy said.
but about someone else

yankee game was fun
rockland county is nice and so is a down to earth 26year old
i'm addicted to the nude beach
no tan lines!

now how to fix things with the one i.....am infatuated with

ive got more guys in my life right now than i know what to do with

troy, erik, frank etc.
and now ramy.
hmmmm

p.s.

this month is 1 year of me working at ciao baby.
it is also 4 years of me having this livejournal.

jeez

last night was like old times, spent with 3 of my best
i felt right again even though we've all changed a lot since we became the close group that we are